It was through dance and that merging seamlessly into love making, that is my favourite thing in the world and she was such an amazing dancer and lover, a trained ballerina and ballet teacher so I would often let her lead the dance as she was far more skilled and experienced than I. She was so light and lithe one could lift her with one arm right up over head and she knew how to do that and guided me in it and I have been lifting heavy weights and working hard since late teens so we were able to do that. That was really beautiful, blissful, exciting, magic, sensuous, erotic, athletic, graceful, perfect ecstatic union that tended to leave me exhausted but in love and her always energized and playful AF. I treasure it. And when we walked through the forest and danced up and down the mountains, her playful joyous spontaneity, her girlishness, always wearing an earth tone dress of cotton or silk with no panties and she would just throw off her dress in a single motion and lay down in the damp moss beckoning and i would take her there, and she would say, “sow your seed into the earth and say a prayer” and i would ❤️
